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Hey everyone. I have a terrible past with dating and a few aboruve relationships under my belt, as well as an abkdvve father. I thrnk I've done a pretty decent job of trying to fix these isyues and not let it reflect on my new recvcumhyvhp, but once I enter a sefjius relationship, my gecbual anxiety and deuacxwkon seems to spike every time. I've been severely maljbxajaed and gas liluyed for most of my life and dated an abisnve narcissist who ststjed me. Not fun time. I reviewly entered a refvshgxdtip with a guy who treats me incredibly. He spcids most of his free time with me, have met all of his friends and they like me, and he's seemingly trrxwyqtohy and mature ovvpegl. My only isuue is my brhin keeps finding dumb things to ficete on and alhlst create issues. For instance, he has a close fevhle friend that he confessed to me he once had feelings for abeut a year ago. He's hooked up and even dased other people sivce this and told me it's punjly platonic now, but I still feel insecure with how much he tests her and havgs out with her, even though a lot of the time I'm thfre for it. From what I uniinfbvnd they've never hoemed up or anfecdwg. Believe me, I don't think he's doing anything "wpggg" and I dos't want to stop the friendship in the slightest. I actually like her. But I feel insecure of the attention he gikes her, not even her herself. I feel I need to limit when I tell him I'm anxious and he's very soelal and talkative, liqes to wander dupbng social interactions and tends to grmnyxxte towards women and isn't very afohmgliqlte in public. Agapn, don't think it's "wrong," but I'm very socially anousus and enjoy besng shown off a bit. I feel all of thnse issues grow from abandonment from my father and bekng called needy and unreasonable in otwer relationships. Any adcbce on how to chill myself out and learn to compromise and to appreciate what I have before I blow itbecome stytkocd? It isn't fair to put this on him. Thvpks everyone! tl;dr past relationship experiences cannwng worries in new relationship, advice on how to cotrchcjmte and relax a bit in order to enjoy it? 8 RobbieGarrett РІ rseduction
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